hello everyone.

yeah, i haven’t updated anything at all have i? mhmmm, nothing really “poetic” to say anymore (at the moment acctually). Well school was over about a week ago, and its incredibly amazing that we don’t have school anymore! i’ve changed the lay out and everything. hope you guys like it.

you know this summer, is suppose to be pretty crazy, but for right now, its perfectly calm and fine. just for another quick update… in 7 days, my birthday!! well, i’m not excited very much. its 5 years away from 20… a weird way to think about it, but ah well.

See you guys later,

- his circumstances

P.S I’ll try to update a lot more. and HAPPY CANADA DAY.

hey guys.

if anyone caught the quickly written thing on the page “the Cupboard Upstairs”, um well, you’ll notice that it was aimed, for the feeling of right now. ahhaaa, it was kind of random, i think. well anyways, just another quick update. im slowly ticking off the days of school, mentaly of course. anyways, yeah, im slowly getting back into the pattern of writing.

i have to start organising my time again, exams are slowly coming up. ahh thats the only chance i got to do well. right now, its as if, im in the center of a crowd. trying to speak… sluring and screwing up my words. i hate my voice, my thinking skills. i don’t want to hang out with my older friends anymore… im in the center of attention.. and when i walk in the hallways of school of a mall, of a building, i see smiles, waves, hellos, mouths moving, eyes moving and twitching. thank god, i do not have the power to read minds, if i did, i would have died by now. so it feels like i have at least million of bubbling questions just a huge pile of em, and they keep rising in my head, but even though i don’t know the answers to more than half of them, i just keep going, thinking they turn out posotive. hoping they do.

im like a dead corpse, thats in the middle of fire, with a sore body, walking, just to get to the other end… now, all im wondering is how long it will take to get there.

’till then, ill just wait. hopefully the recklessness and the careless of my actions, won’t leave to much of damage, for me to recover during the summer holidays.

its been a while, since i wrote, but whatever. um… nothing much to say, just that i’ll hopefully get more on here. school is almost over – i am really getting sick of school, im going to experience a near-by breakdown.

there aren’t many pages on the site anymore, because, i just don’t have that much time on here as i did before, so no promises. also, i changed the layout – as you can see, its kinda sheek. but i might change it again, into something retro or modern.

anyways, im losing intrest in writing – which isn’t very good. its prob because of school. man, i hate highschool – its so boring. there’s obsolutly nothing to do… im also really sick of the people i see at school everyday. there all so drowny, and lazy. our society is being turned in2 shitness. ah well.

anyone here about the world ending in 2012. pretty stupid eh? i think it is. its just like in 2000. but, we’re alive.. sooo… etc.

anyways..

i’ll talk to you guys later.

- his circumstances.